Tormented One

She wishes not to sleep anymore
Afraid to dream of the defunct life
That threatens to creep into reality
Not sure of what to do
Or who to talk to
She walks throughout this life soundlessly
Not making any effort to care
Wondering when it all went wrong

Above all life and below all death
Is where she is now
Loving the feeling of nothing on her skin
It's all fake to everyone else
This dream will be all she has
All taken from her without permission
She tries to keep all innocence
It's all she has of herself

She allows herself to fall against the unknown
And land in the pit of nothingness
It could swallow her whole
But she doesn't care
Life can take her anywhere
Anything is better than here
Better than now
Better than me

Foolish Rain

The rain washes over my guilt
Wiping away the tears that escape my eyes
I've done you wrong again
I let you down when you needed me the most
My flaws are as apparent as the storm clouds above
Floating by, mocking me with thunder
Flashes of light come with my screams
As I stand in front of your house
It rains for me today

I'll wait forever outside of you
You say you left but you're still in me
I can feel you rush through my veins
Even the rain can't wash you away
I told you I wasn't perfect
That I would let you down
It's the careless nature I got from my mother
And even as I've always loved you
It rains for me today

I've tried so hard to let you know
You've tried as much to let me go
I am incapable of doing right
I've proved that today
I never truly believed you loved me
I couldn't let you in all the way
I was blind by uncertainties
To see that you truly cared
and I pushed you away

Foolish rain
Chasing me away
My sanity is lost
And I'm left alone
Foolish rain
Drenching me in truth
For all the lies I fed you
When you left
Foolish rain
Is all I have now

Angel

Always feeling empty
Always feeling alone
Thoughts of wisdom they try to give me
but I can't hear a thing

Everything that I'm going through
All the acheing pain
Never thought I'd hate you
But on my heart you left a stain

I will never forgive you
Or understand your thoughts
Try to understand the facts
That you had all of my heart

Thinking it would matter
And that you would actually care
But I never stopped to think
That you were never really there

Putting faith into you
All the sorrow it brought
Stupid to chose to,
I gave you a piece of my heart

Anew

Cover up the sounds with silence
Be it of the only essence
Lay myself down to sleep
And only think of nothing

Walk so delicately down the hall
Don't make any sound at all
Pretend to know where you are
Don't think of it as inhabitant

Wind blowing through the window
Beyond the life you will outgrow
Forget who you are
Be only of what you can see

Embrace your new being
You will be none of the lacking
You have a new friend
I will show you what to do

And I'll Give You Me

Swallow me up completely
Please just let me burn
This is what is supposed to happen
Make me whole with your love

You kissed your way into my heart
Please just take my soul with it
Bask in the afterglow of our love
Love with the heatily pleasure of lust

Believe me when I say that this is what I want
I will try to be completely free
To allow myself to get caught up
And I'll give you me