Foolish Rain

The rain washes over my guilt
Wiping away the tears that escape my eyes
I've done you wrong again
I let you down when you needed me the most
My flaws are as apparent as the storm clouds above
Floating by, mocking me with thunder
Flashes of light come with my screams
As I stand in front of your house
It rains for me today

I'll wait forever outside of you
You say you left but you're still in me
I can feel you rush through my veins
Even the rain can't wash you away
I told you I wasn't perfect
That I would let you down
It's the careless nature I got from my mother
And even as I've always loved you
It rains for me today

I've tried so hard to let you know
You've tried as much to let me go
I am incapable of doing right
I've proved that today
I never truly believed you loved me
I couldn't let you in all the way
I was blind by uncertainties
To see that you truly cared
and I pushed you away

Foolish rain
Chasing me away
My sanity is lost
And I'm left alone
Foolish rain
Drenching me in truth
For all the lies I fed you
When you left
Foolish rain
Is all I have now